19 going on 30

I am not your every day teenager. Even though I’m a recent high school graduate I’m not starting college, I’m not living at home still, or partying with friends. I wake up every day next to the love of my life and am greeted by two bright eyed babies, well, if greeted means screaming then that’s what I mean. I am a mother of a three year old and one month old and yes I am only 19 (actually 18, 19 in ten days), this may seem crazy to most people but it’s my normal. Some people wonder how I do it, how I managed to still finish school, pay bills and honestly I have no idea. I didn’t realize how strong of a woman I was, until I had to be. Even though nothing’s been easy or handed to us, it’s been worth it. This may seem like a crazy life style to my fellow peers who have started to further their education and are planning their lives, but this is the path I chose. Even though I never intended on being a mother so young, I never had a plan other then being a mom. I knew what I wanted after school was to have a family. I never had dreams of college or a specific job, I always dreamed of a happy home, husband, and children. I will never regret the choices I have made because even though my life is not perfect, it’s perfectly imperfect. I wouldn’t trade an up all night- night with a sick child, a bedtime story, or a goodnight kiss for the world. My family means everything to me, and I would lay my life down for them if ever needed. Welcome to the inside of my crazy, beautiful life. ❤️ 

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